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I had wonderful and awesome days with my friends.We had our own steamboat session at Candy's place. We went Tesco and grab the ingredients for our dinner. They wanted to get chicken cube for the soup, we know that it's not healthy to drink the chicken cube soup. I called my mum and it's better to cook the soup using ikan bilis and potatoes. Hahaha, finally, we managed to cook the soup, its yummy and the tomyam soup, its not very spicy at first, but then we added the chilli paste for curry. So its spicy and SOUR after that. We couldn't finished the wu dong mee because we were full. Too many fish balls in our stomach. Meat balls were nice. =) Next, we had karaoke session at Candy's place too. Its been very long time I never sing at Candy's place.Its great singing with Valerie and Candy again. Love you all! =3

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Sunway Pyramid + Pyramid Tower Hotel

2 days 1 night there. I didnt go for Sunway Lagoon, only my dad and brothers. I bought one sandal and one heels from Charles & Keith. SALES! SALES everywhere people. Go grab it to be yours.


Will update the photos once I get them. XD

P/S: I'll let my laptop sleep for a month.I need to facebook and prepare for exam, no FACEBOOK and BLOG for me til my exam is over. I need to study.STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!


with loves,
Eileen

December

It's December again! I didn't realized the time flew darn fast this year. It's like "pooff" =.= I still remembered i just finished my SPM examinations in the school hall, last year December.Hang out with my lovely friends, went makan-makan and celebrated Christmas eve and New year eve together.I miss all of you so badly. Although I didnt look like IMY so much, deep inside my heart said YES, IMY!

Last New Year Eve, we went The Curve and hang around at Friday's, drank Heineken as that's the only drinks provided by them. We ordered like five or six bottles of Heineken. Dang dang dang! Before that, we were at McD waiting for Henry and the gang. McD was so crowded,OMG, everyone was playing with the snowy spray thingy. Beh tahan, plus alot of them danced like crazy people out there.I still remembered Candy's drunk face.Haha.She was so funny and cute with the red apple face. XD She insisted to drive us back home, but we scared and worried about her. You know what? Drunk people never say they are drunk. Believe it, and it's true.

I'm so sorry that I cant join you guys this coming New Year celebration because I have to go Cameron highlands with my family. Dont worry, Im still be with you during Christmas eve, Im coming.Wahaha, especially Candy and Puiting, i miss you two soo much. Gonna take lots of photos that day. Whee~ My baobei jean isnt here with us, she's at Uk now. Dont know when she comes back?

Valerie! Im going to see you tomorrow.

I broke my promise to celebrate my college friend's birthday whose birthday falls on the same day with Christmas. I didnt mean to do it. I wish to stay overnight at Wanxin's place and have steamboat together, play with you guys, 738. Once again, sorry. =(

Left two more weeks for me to prepare my final exam.I didnt have much confident on my final this semester. Theres many facts need to memorize like the information of organisation and management, and introduction to technology system. Fundamentals of Accounting and macroeconomics is ok for me. I can handle both of this subjects. I have to work hard these two weeks.I wanna get CGPA 4.o, not less than 3.75 either.



P/S: Good luck to all my friends who have exams in January.

A CUT ABOVE CHARITY

I went to cut my hair today. Actually I didnt want to buy the ticket from them, I do not trust on new hair stylist. I bought it as for charity purpose and it's only cost RM10.You can request for any haircut you want with the RM10. Seriously, theres lots of people in the college hall. I waited for almost an hour til my turn. I got no.803. Need to sit there and wait, while waiting, theres a model called Ming, she's also a famous blogger. She came by and shared her experiences and played games with the audience.

There were about 20 hair stylists from A CUT ABOVE Academy.

P/S: They were quite good in hair cutting, I'll go A CUT ABOVE next time. I will. XD

"I'm confused. I dont' know how to communicate with you in a not-so-nervous way.My heart is beating superb fast when I see you or when you are waiting outside. I dont know what's wrong with me, maybe it's just sort of random feeling. "

Oh yea, I'll update my 7+1 38 birthday celebration soon.

Happy Birthday to WANXIN, ALICE and BEEN LEE

All the best for you guys and keep act like 38 whenever we go.

I want to say sorry to you, Wanxin, because I didn't show up your surprised birthday that day.

I owe you a post. XD

Nobody Knows by Shayne Ward

I pretend that i'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown i put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't i say the things i needed to say
How could i let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I could see it so clearly but you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And i'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when i'm broken in two
I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)

I lay awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if i thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you

And nobody knows it but me

How blue could i get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart


A million words couldn't say just how i feel
A million years from now you know i'll be loving you still

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And i'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Oooo oohhhhh yeah

Tomorrow morning i'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you wherever wherever you might go
And i'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me

I said when the nights are lonely
The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had

And i'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And i'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And i'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

With loves,

Eileen

I went to meet Dr.Tan yesterday.Waited him for almost an hour because he had another patient. The moment I walked into his room, he stared at me.Look at me so seriously, closer and closer.

My heart beat faster and faster, I scared he said I need to do eye surgery. He thought a moment, sat down on his couch and look at my mum, then back to me.

" I can't do eye surgery for her, because if i do, it will affect her nerve." I don't know how to say which nerve is that, but if it affects the nerve, tears drop non-stop. When I heard that, my eyes went big. It's so dangerous.I don't want to do surgery.

Dr.Tan encouraged me either eat medicine or use needle to poke it. Needle? Pain or not? He said pain, but if for him, not really. Looked at my mum, looked at the nurse, then looked back Dr.Tan. :( No choice, I have to listen to Dr.Tan advice.

NEEDLE! I DON'T CARE!

It's so painful.Like he forced the needle to poke into my soft skin. OUCH!!

But, it's only for a few minutes. Thank god.

I'm not feeling well.

I went to Dr.Tan today, he told me need to rest more.

Importantly, not to rub my eyes.

I'll listen to you, sir.

I do not want my eyes to be swollen. T.T

I received his missed call, I didn't pick up his phone because I didn't bring my phone to college.
My phone was dead that morning. Curious to see his call after a long period. I texted him when I saw his missed called, and asked what's going on. He said he had something to tell me but he rather speak on phone instead of texting me, as he said it was hard to explain in message.

So, i waited his call,and he was weird.I felt that. He asked whether im ready to listen to him. I said yes in an odd way. Then he started his story.He told me how he felt to me, how he shared his thought to his friends and a lot more. He wanted me to know what he felt now and wanted to know my response.

Why you told me so suddenly?I didnt know how to react and response to you after I heard what you said to me. My mind was totally blank.Pooff~ That's why I texted you, not continue listening to you on the phone.

I'm so sorry.All I can say to you is sorry. I admit I have feeling for you during the three months, but that's just a touch.Not so deep.I'm sorry if I did anything wrong when we were still friends. I didnt know you'll fall into me, seriously. I didnt realized that you've been watching me since we met each other, until you told me that day. You told me your friends said its hard to have chinese girl.It's true. I'm happy with you during the three months. Watched you laughing during class, playing around with your friends, your serious look when we given task or activities to do. And, I liked to see you playing sepak takraw every evening.

Still remembered when we were having class that morning, my friend told me that you look like sunshine boy when you smiled.I agreed.I decided to close to you and chat with you during class. Try to talk with you and get to know you well. Remember when you shared your mp3 with me?That's the first time I sat so close beside you, at the corner of the class, circled the scarf around my head.Scared teacher noticed me listening to the mp3. And once, you taught me how to fold ketupat and grasshopper using long leaves that you plucked outside the class.Once more, you hold my hand tight with the ice cube. Three times you did this to me. Ice cube in my hand, and you acted like giving me the ice, but you actually wanted to hold my hand. I was stupid that time, didnt really know why you did this to me.

I didn't mean to hurt you.Long distance is not only the reason, communication also is the problem. Its hard for me to communicate with you if we really be together. I tried to listen so carefully when you phoned me or talked to me. Its hard to explain and I dont want you to waste your time on me. It's the past and its just a part of our memories. It doesnt mean we have to be together to end the story of us. The best way is to let go the past memories and think of our future life, not trying to combine the past and the future. Please let go,Davis. Sorry.


p/s. I'll remember you as a part of my memory. (:

Just finished my FOA coursework 2 and group discussion.

Another two tests dash against me nextweek.

ITS and ME test keep popping out in my mind.

Plus, I still haven't touch my notes yet.

Oh my, going to flip through the notes this weekend.

Im going to say, ITS is killing me.

Besides the two tests, I have to submit my ITS and ME assignment on the following week.

ITS, ITS~

What is Green Technology?

All I can say is good luck for myself.

Air Supply "Love Never Ends" 35th Anniversary

World Tour Concert

Live at KLCC Plenary Hall, Malaysia

on 15.11.2010.

Although I didn't know much of their songs, but I can tell you they are AWESOME!

Especially when you are listening them at Live Concert.

My favourite songs are Goodbye and Making Love Out Of Nothing At All.

I'm so glad that I could hear them singing my favourite songs.

The feeling is so so good.Hahaha. I cant explain how I felt that night.

The atmosphere was like I was in a freezy room, my body kept shaking.

My mum loved to listen to their songs too, so I asked her to join me watching their live concert at KLCC Plenary Hall. We're not allowed to snap photos or video recording. That's why I didnt have their photos here, but the photo above was taken by the Star Planet's photograph.I stole it from their website just now.

This is the KLCC Plenary Hall, luckily their concert wasn't held at Stadium Bukit Jalil.

If not I definitely won't go for their concert. It's too far for us to see them standing on the huge stage. Well, KLCC Plenary Hall isn't as huge as Stadium Bukit Jalil, but its nice to enjoy their live concert. Its so relaxing and enjoyable sitting on a comfortable sofa chair.

出道35年，Air Supply绝对称得上是当代最伟大的轻摇滚情歌组合，也是80-90年代初享誉全球的轻摇滚组合。他们的创作歌曲 “All out of Love” , “Every Woman in the World” , “Making Love out of nothing at all” 等歌曲已经成为全球情歌不可逾越的经典，至今仍风行全球。

随着两位成员Russell Hitchcock 及Graham Russell今年年迈60大关，网络上也开始盛传两人的退休大计，即Air Supply “Love Never End” 35周年 世界巡回演唱会2010将成为他们的最后一次世界巡回演出，这样的谣言更让Air Supply的歌迷疯狂抢购演唱会门票，以免错失两位巨星的舞台告别作。

p/s. Thumbs up for their drummer and guitarist. They did the BEST PERFORMANCES during the concert. Everyone started to HOT the whole hall when they played their solo part. (:

Mr. Boni, the teacher-in-charge of co-curicular dance arranged us in three teams just now.

We suppose to compete each other using the three songs, which are Cowboy dance,

Hip hop dance, and last but not least,

Cha-cha dance on 18th December 2010 at the Sport Complex.

We are given two minutes to change our costume in between the songs.

And, I was in the same team with Chris Lee.

He's one year elder than us. He's the leader of the team too. (:

Oh, and i have IOM test tomorrow.Gonna work for it tonight.

I heard Jovin said the questions neither easy nor difficult.

Their answers are too close to each other and

you are difficult to decide which answer is the right one.

So, god bless me for tomorrow's test. Haha.

"Just because somebody

doesn't love you the way you want them to

doesn't mean they don't love you

with everything they got"

I went Sungai Wang and Pav with Kaisin and my brother today. This was the first time i sat Kaisin's car.She drove quite ok and stable.It's not that so-scared feeling because I'm not her MOM, who kept yelling at her at home. She asked me to accompany her to find a better dress for her latin competition this coming Friday. I would like to go and watch her performance but I have dance practice that night.My dance class has change from Wednesday to Friday due to my dance teacher's schedule.He need to learn dance from his so-called-Western-guy teacher in Singapore.

So, let's talk about today, after we went shopping for a few hours, we went back home, but..on the way home, when Kaisin wanted to drive out to the other lane, a policeman stopped us and asked her to show him her driving license. He wanted to given us saman, but he thought awhile, then said just a warning, no next time.Fortunately!! Pheww~

By the way, I visited my grandparents today at my aunt's house. We had dinner together and it's been kinda long since we (Cousins and I) last spoke.It's good to know what they did during this few months because we last met each other, i think it was during CNY. Long long long time ago~
I noticed that my grandfather didn't remember well each of us, he didnt know our names anymore, he often take kaya as his drinks because they looks the same to him. He's also getting blurer and blurer nowadays.Honestly,I hope that he will be fine one day.

I'll update the Genting trip as soon as possible when i get the photos from my uncle's DSRL. (:


with loves,
Eileen

Guitar Lesson

I continued my guitar level 2 and 3 during my second semester.Yesterday was the second lesson of the month. I did not practice the bar chord especially the B minor chord.I couldn't press hard on the string. Rawr...I kept complaining that I can't press the chord. PLUS, my middle finger can't function well due to some incident. Played When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating and Live because of You by ShenMu YuTong. As you all know, the song is in high pitch,but i still sing during the intro. When it cames to the chorus, i still sing..continue singing, then i heard something went wrong. My voice suddenly went out of the pitch. OMG!! I quickly kept quiet and continue playing my guitar, try not to look at my guitar teacher as he sat opposite me. They did not notice me singing in the wrong key, and I asked the other girl why she's not singing with me during the female parts.I acted normal and continue talking to the girl beside me. It's embarassing if they heard me singing like that. Pheww. Fortunately!

Im going to learn my guitar skills tomorrow. (:

Most of my friends are having their final, everyone is studying hard to get flying colours in their results so they will get into overseas university. I'm here to wish you all do your best in your final. Good luck!

with loves,

Eileen

Hahahaha! I finished my english presentation just now. I talked about the five love languages which are the words of affirmation, quality time, receiving gifts, acts of service, and physical touch. How do we show our love to our loved ones, family members or friends?

Words of affirmation:
* Actions don't always speak louder than words.
* Words are important as it encourages us to be happy and give us support.
For example: I love you or You're so nice.

Quality time:
* Time is precious.
*Cherish the moment with your family members or friends.

Receiving gifts:
* Dont mistake this love language with materialsm.
* Appreciate the gifts that you received and know why you accepted those gifts.

Acts of service:
* You can do whatever things to express your power of love for your loved ones.
* Help to ease burden of responsibilities weighing on " Acts of service" person will speak volume.

Physical touch:
* Hugs, pats on the back, a thoughful touch on your shoulder, arm or face.These are all the way to express you excitement, care, concern, and love.
* Abusing is not allowed and its not a part of physical touch.

These are the five love languages that i spoke and shared among my classmates.Actually i wanted to show a short video clip to you guys, but they didnt provide us the speaker. I'm so sorry, but its a nice and extraordinary love story.View my facebook profile if you are interested to watch the video clip. (:

Im going Genting Highland later with my aunt and uncle. I'll upload if i take pictures there. (:

See ya! Hope you guys have a nice Friday today.

Finally, I finished my FOA assignment.Thanks to my partner too.Next is the english presentation which falls on next week.I need to hand in the outline tomorrow, doing it now.I have another meeting an hour later to discuss about holding an event.Seriously not enough time for me to rush everything in a few hours.

My great-grandmother passed away last Sunday morning.I rarely visit her when she was alive, and I didnt get to see her when she was ill.
RIP.

My result was released. I got straight A in my exam, luckily and i didnt expect i got CGPA 4.0. The moment i clicked into the college web, sign in the intranet, and click again anothe link, my result popped out infront of eye. Right infront of me. There's no time for me to get nervous or fear. I stunned for a few minutes infront of my laptop, my eyes were bigger and bigger, stared at the result, scrolled down one by one.

I waited my mum and i ran to her when she reached home.I said " Mummy, i got straight A!" She nonchalantly smiled at me while preparing dinner in the kitchen.

I went to Toro's class as usual at night. My feet were in pain,because of my new Converse shoes, i can't wear sportshoes at all.I decided to bare-footed when i dance, but i didnt take off my shoes. Anyway, he taught us using Jolin's latest song.

I have to go for camping tomorrow, at Dusun Eco Park, Pahang.Hope i have fun there.
Bye.

May, June , July, August, September, then October.I ignored my blog for five months. Nearly half a year.
My first semester break was over and now, second semester begins.My result will be release tomorrow. Wait and see!

To be continued...

Hey, back to my blog, teehee~didnt know what to post for the last few weeks.I've started my college life at TARC - KL Main Campus.All the freshmen went for the orientation week, i was alone the first few days, so sad, huh? Not even one ex- Methodist friends there.Loneliness -- ME!!! =( Fortunately, i saw Say Loong when i was queueing to apply my ID card in the CITC.Smiley face appeared when i saw ex-METHODIST. =)

Umm, last week was just lectures for the freshmen,almost 900 students who take accounting programme.It's alot!! Can't imagine right?But, it's true!

There's this Talent Time Night and Orientation Odyssey Night which will held on 12th July.Hmm, i went for the audition but im not sure whether im in or not.Let's see!Talent Time Night is for those who is talented in singing, dancing, acting, or modelling, they're welcome to the audition.I'm not trying to say ME, haha, but it's for every freshmen.I'm not being perasan anyway! Haha! =)

I have my first tutorial class today.There's 30 students in my class, included YS Lee.He's my first friend in TARC and he's a friend of Nic too.Five of us plus Nic join guitar class, GUITAR?? Eileen plays GUITAR??!! Haha!


Hmm, i cant upload pictures here,problems.problems.~~

I finished Dear John.It's a nice and interesting book,thanks to him who introduced the book to me.XD Want to know what's true love meant?Read the booookk and you'll understand what true love meant to you.

Yesterday was my grandmum's 63th and my little brother's 6th birthday.We had fun, singing and laughing throughout that night.Our dinner were awesomee! I think the whole restaurant could hear our voice, kids screaming and running in the room.Heh!! Happy birthday to my grandmum and my brother,although i didnt prepare any presents for you, but i sincerely wish you happy birthday and be healthy everyday.Thanks to what you had done for the family.You cooked for us, you cleaned the house, you made sure we had clean clothes to wear, you educated us to be a better person, you adviced us when we made mistakes, you belanja us Mc Donald when you won money from Genting, you did lots of thing for the family.Thank you and i'll wont dissapoint you.I love you, grandmum!! XD

Uncle Sam bought her a Burberry handbag, and he bought me a Guess's bag.=) Thanks and i'll keep it well and use it often.I want to meet Samantha Sheney, my little cousin,i never hug you before, i never said "Hi, im your cousin sister, Eileen!" to you before.When's the chance for us to meet huh?I'm waiting for you to come back,play with me.=) Hmm, that's all i think for today's post.


with love,
eileen

I'm going to help out in my dad's office these few days as a temporarily accountant, because the accountant went for a holiday trip to Bali Island with her family.I wanna gain more working experience so that it would be easier for me when i work later.It's good to know what's happening in the office and how to seperate all the documents in those thick files. I looked OL when im rushing to get files here and there.XD Imagine if im wearing OL style to my dad's office.He probably will give me a weird face =.= But, i can't wait to wear it when im late 20s.It'll be cool!

Guess what?I accidentally chop upside-down on the client's delivery order using the company's chop.The company logo was "terbalik".I was like "Oh..ow!!" Then, my grandpa laughed at me, liked i didnt know how to use it.Fortunately, the client didnt care about the chop signed.XD I'll becareful when i use it the next time,probably tomorrow.Haha!

Hmm, Pui Ting is going to Sdyney this Thursday morning.Im so sorry I could make it today because i had to go my dad's office.I'm sure you wont angry at me.Take care yourself and do update urself with me.XP Miss you, my best friend!

To whom having exams these two weeks,try your best and study smart/hard.Don't be lazy when you have a break at home =) Good Luck to all of my friends there.


with love,
eileen

她的悲伤

每个人都渴望有一段难以忘怀的恋情，
但是往往没有想到结束恋情时，
后果会是怎么样，未来的路自己又该怎么走下去。
每段感情的开始，就意味着结束离你不远，
在这一生当中，我们只会找到一个足与自己相配的人，
而在找到这个人之前，我们总会经历多次爱情。

在恋爱中渐渐学会成长，学会伪装，学会坚强。
透过窗外看向那凄冷的斜阳，看滑落指尖的流水，
一瞬间，那绝世的苍凉已经灰飞湮灭。
完美的演出，华丽丽的破碎，
一切都已成落幕。

曾经的那些美好，
最终只是过眼云烟罢了。

My dorm - Charlie 2

The dorm- like

We did our wet activities here. Nice? =)

Canoeing, Water confident, Rakit, and others.

Fish pond

My Bed - Hello Kitty blanket.Hehe. Oopss..

Let's see the timetable for PLKN in Jugra, Banting.

Uhh..hum..

5.30am wake up and get ready

6.30am gather at MARKAS

6.45am to 7.30am morning excercise/ jogging

BREAK

9.15am to 10.30am CLASS

TEA TIME

11am to 12.30 pm CLASS

LUNCH

2.30pm to 4.30pm Outdoor Activities

TEA TIME 2

5.30pm to 6.30pm Sports Games

DINNER

9.30pm to 11pm Open Hall ( Movies, Discussion, Sharing moments )

BED TIME STORY! XD

This was what basically i did in the camp for the first three months.Although i had to follow the timetable everyday, but honestly, i enjoyed it. Maybe my parents were not nagging me, or maybe there got lots of friends whom i met from different states which made my life better and had fun in the camp. I miss all of them so much, i wanna meet them, i wanna play and chat with my cute sister. =( I knew they would not accompany me for the rest of my life, but they are still a part of happiness in my life. I would never forget our PRECIOUS MOMENTS in Kumpulan 1 Siri 7/2010 PLKN Kem Jugra, Banting.



Enjoy the snap shots in the next post !
xoxo

Hey,attention to all of my readers,
Eileen is back from " Kem PLKN Jugra, Banting".

Miss my home

Miss my family

Miss my bed

Miss my air- c

Miss my laptop

Miss my lovely friends here

But, i miss my camp, miss all of my sabah & sarawak friends. Miss them so much, although we met each other just for that three months, but our memories cant be erase in our mind.I'll cherish all of our memories in the camp. What we did, what we had fun, everything ! I'll remember each scene, either sweet or bad memories, =)


More updates coming soon about my daily life in the camp. =D
Wanna know what i did during these three months? Check it out, my friend!
You'll know national service's life is not just marching the whole day, but it's also taught us how to be a better quality and attitude person in this 21th century.


Be patient! =D
xoxo

Yee Haaahh!!! I'm back from ns yesterday, i just have 5 days off to celebrate chinese new year in KL. Michelle, one of my friends stay my house and celebrate with my family because she's from sarawak.



National service is fun and not like what you guys think before. We do not have to march everyday, we do not need to rush and fight for the toilet, we do not need to worry about the food ( it's ok and we ate watermelon almost everyday.Haha! =)) Yea, so i had fun during last few weeks. I'll blog about my life in the camp in the next post. Don't worry! YOU WILL KNOW MY DAILY ACTIVITIES IN THE CAMP!



Stress to my next post ya! See ya! xoxo

I'm going ns tomorrow early in the morning.I'll bet all of you still sleeping like a pig on the bed. =) I'm gonna miss you guys so much, especially my 5M and 5W friends.

I'll be coming back on 14th March 2010.So, please date me ya! I'm waiting you, Valerie! Hahax!

To all my readers, my blog is temporarily "OFF" till i back from ns.

Good luck for all who begin to study in college.

And, have fun and enjoy the moment of ns to all friends who kena.

OFF

xoxo

eileen ng

Sunway lagoon + Mutiara Damansara

31.12.2009 - 01.01.2010

Heineken!! Oopss..

I think he's drunk, because he always emo in the class.
Look at his face, he was LAUGHING while talking on the phone.

We managed to sell three lagoon tickets to one leng zhai.Haha! How lucky we were! XD