I received his missed call, I didn't pick up his phone because I didn't bring my phone to college.
My phone was dead that morning. Curious to see his call after a long period. I texted him when I saw his missed called, and asked what's going on. He said he had something to tell me but he rather speak on phone instead of texting me, as he said it was hard to explain in message.

So, i waited his call,and he was weird.I felt that. He asked whether im ready to listen to him. I said yes in an odd way. Then he started his story.He told me how he felt to me, how he shared his thought to his friends and a lot more. He wanted me to know what he felt now and wanted to know my response.

Why you told me so suddenly?I didnt know how to react and response to you after I heard what you said to me. My mind was totally blank.Pooff~ That's why I texted you, not continue listening to you on the phone.

I'm so sorry.All I can say to you is sorry. I admit I have feeling for you during the three months, but that's just a touch.Not so deep.I'm sorry if I did anything wrong when we were still friends. I didnt know you'll fall into me, seriously. I didnt realized that you've been watching me since we met each other, until you told me that day. You told me your friends said its hard to have chinese girl.It's true. I'm happy with you during the three months. Watched you laughing during class, playing around with your friends, your serious look when we given task or activities to do. And, I liked to see you playing sepak takraw every evening.

Still remembered when we were having class that morning, my friend told me that you look like sunshine boy when you smiled.I agreed.I decided to close to you and chat with you during class. Try to talk with you and get to know you well. Remember when you shared your mp3 with me?That's the first time I sat so close beside you, at the corner of the class, circled the scarf around my head.Scared teacher noticed me listening to the mp3. And once, you taught me how to fold ketupat and grasshopper using long leaves that you plucked outside the class.Once more, you hold my hand tight with the ice cube. Three times you did this to me. Ice cube in my hand, and you acted like giving me the ice, but you actually wanted to hold my hand. I was stupid that time, didnt really know why you did this to me.

I didn't mean to hurt you.Long distance is not only the reason, communication also is the problem. Its hard for me to communicate with you if we really be together. I tried to listen so carefully when you phoned me or talked to me. Its hard to explain and I dont want you to waste your time on me. It's the past and its just a part of our memories. It doesnt mean we have to be together to end the story of us. The best way is to let go the past memories and think of our future life, not trying to combine the past and the future. Please let go,Davis. Sorry.


p/s. I'll remember you as a part of my memory. (:

Just finished my FOA coursework 2 and group discussion.

Another two tests dash against me nextweek.

ITS and ME test keep popping out in my mind.

Plus, I still haven't touch my notes yet.

Oh my, going to flip through the notes this weekend.

Im going to say, ITS is killing me.

Besides the two tests, I have to submit my ITS and ME assignment on the following week.

ITS, ITS~

What is Green Technology?

All I can say is good luck for myself.

Air Supply "Love Never Ends" 35th Anniversary

World Tour Concert

Live at KLCC Plenary Hall, Malaysia

on 15.11.2010.

Although I didn't know much of their songs, but I can tell you they are AWESOME!

Especially when you are listening them at Live Concert.

My favourite songs are Goodbye and Making Love Out Of Nothing At All.

I'm so glad that I could hear them singing my favourite songs.

The feeling is so so good.Hahaha. I cant explain how I felt that night.

The atmosphere was like I was in a freezy room, my body kept shaking.

My mum loved to listen to their songs too, so I asked her to join me watching their live concert at KLCC Plenary Hall. We're not allowed to snap photos or video recording. That's why I didnt have their photos here, but the photo above was taken by the Star Planet's photograph.I stole it from their website just now.

This is the KLCC Plenary Hall, luckily their concert wasn't held at Stadium Bukit Jalil.

If not I definitely won't go for their concert. It's too far for us to see them standing on the huge stage. Well, KLCC Plenary Hall isn't as huge as Stadium Bukit Jalil, but its nice to enjoy their live concert. Its so relaxing and enjoyable sitting on a comfortable sofa chair.

出道35年，Air Supply绝对称得上是当代最伟大的轻摇滚情歌组合，也是80-90年代初享誉全球的轻摇滚组合。他们的创作歌曲 “All out of Love” , “Every Woman in the World” , “Making Love out of nothing at all” 等歌曲已经成为全球情歌不可逾越的经典，至今仍风行全球。

随着两位成员Russell Hitchcock 及Graham Russell今年年迈60大关，网络上也开始盛传两人的退休大计，即Air Supply “Love Never End” 35周年 世界巡回演唱会2010将成为他们的最后一次世界巡回演出，这样的谣言更让Air Supply的歌迷疯狂抢购演唱会门票，以免错失两位巨星的舞台告别作。

p/s. Thumbs up for their drummer and guitarist. They did the BEST PERFORMANCES during the concert. Everyone started to HOT the whole hall when they played their solo part. (:

Mr. Boni, the teacher-in-charge of co-curicular dance arranged us in three teams just now.

We suppose to compete each other using the three songs, which are Cowboy dance,

Hip hop dance, and last but not least,

Cha-cha dance on 18th December 2010 at the Sport Complex.

We are given two minutes to change our costume in between the songs.

And, I was in the same team with Chris Lee.

He's one year elder than us. He's the leader of the team too. (:

Oh, and i have IOM test tomorrow.Gonna work for it tonight.

I heard Jovin said the questions neither easy nor difficult.

Their answers are too close to each other and

you are difficult to decide which answer is the right one.

So, god bless me for tomorrow's test. Haha.

"Just because somebody

doesn't love you the way you want them to

doesn't mean they don't love you

with everything they got"

I went Sungai Wang and Pav with Kaisin and my brother today. This was the first time i sat Kaisin's car.She drove quite ok and stable.It's not that so-scared feeling because I'm not her MOM, who kept yelling at her at home. She asked me to accompany her to find a better dress for her latin competition this coming Friday. I would like to go and watch her performance but I have dance practice that night.My dance class has change from Wednesday to Friday due to my dance teacher's schedule.He need to learn dance from his so-called-Western-guy teacher in Singapore.

So, let's talk about today, after we went shopping for a few hours, we went back home, but..on the way home, when Kaisin wanted to drive out to the other lane, a policeman stopped us and asked her to show him her driving license. He wanted to given us saman, but he thought awhile, then said just a warning, no next time.Fortunately!! Pheww~

By the way, I visited my grandparents today at my aunt's house. We had dinner together and it's been kinda long since we (Cousins and I) last spoke.It's good to know what they did during this few months because we last met each other, i think it was during CNY. Long long long time ago~
I noticed that my grandfather didn't remember well each of us, he didnt know our names anymore, he often take kaya as his drinks because they looks the same to him. He's also getting blurer and blurer nowadays.Honestly,I hope that he will be fine one day.

I'll update the Genting trip as soon as possible when i get the photos from my uncle's DSRL. (:


with loves,
Eileen

Guitar Lesson

I continued my guitar level 2 and 3 during my second semester.Yesterday was the second lesson of the month. I did not practice the bar chord especially the B minor chord.I couldn't press hard on the string. Rawr...I kept complaining that I can't press the chord. PLUS, my middle finger can't function well due to some incident. Played When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating and Live because of You by ShenMu YuTong. As you all know, the song is in high pitch,but i still sing during the intro. When it cames to the chorus, i still sing..continue singing, then i heard something went wrong. My voice suddenly went out of the pitch. OMG!! I quickly kept quiet and continue playing my guitar, try not to look at my guitar teacher as he sat opposite me. They did not notice me singing in the wrong key, and I asked the other girl why she's not singing with me during the female parts.I acted normal and continue talking to the girl beside me. It's embarassing if they heard me singing like that. Pheww. Fortunately!

Im going to learn my guitar skills tomorrow. (:

Most of my friends are having their final, everyone is studying hard to get flying colours in their results so they will get into overseas university. I'm here to wish you all do your best in your final. Good luck!

with loves,

Eileen