the camwhoring..before skul ends 2007

valerie and me..smile*

you see them..hugging each other on the last day of skul..

but i didnt go skul that day..sad. =(

*bang bang*

the girl's team..chair game

the boy's team..chair game..

ahh..hahax..this game was fun..luckily we were not the last.

we scared we'll fall down..hold tightly each other..

karen was trying to arrange the chair probably..

see junchuen..the blazing sun cause him bleeding..=[

hehez..wilson,can you see us? =]

coconut shell..hahax..puiting!!

go 3M! we must win...

gambateh =] gogo.. Ryan!!you can shoot it..

i scared my liltle brother will cry when hes in operation room.

Comment of Eileen's blog

wow..............this is sooo.............cant stand anymore..........dunno wat to say.............ROMANTIC

~Player~13 (water polo) Posted by: Thirteen October 18, 2005 07:32 AM
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emm..................the blog that u write is so.......................wow..............so........ so.............romantic&sexy...................i love it....................juz lyk loving some1.......................u.......................

~Player~13 Posted by: Thirteen October 18, 2005 07:26 AM
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emmm.........juz two words to explain how i feel about ur blog...........romantic&sexy.

~Player~13 Posted by: Thirteen October 18, 2005 07:28 AM
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whenever i saw these three comment, i wil flash back my mind, i will remember all the memories that i had with this person, but i did not know whether this person still remember,well, although he remembered, but its over.did the memories still can re-act?did the time spending with him still can be now as what i think?did the year 2005 still be present?can someone tell me? i want to know the reason why he want to break up with me on 31.12.2005? the laz day of year 2005.it maked me feel so upset and sad..i cried for at least a week also din know wats his reason.was he mean to me?did he discuss with me what did i do wrong?i seriously want to know what i did wrong to him.i think..maybe that time im just 13yrs old..first love, still immatured for me..of course still abit confused of anythn, example like dunno wat to chat with, dunno how to care about him, dunno how to make him love me more than he need, 13yrs old girl how can she do so perfectly as a girlfriend?isint she need some time to become a perfect girlfriend to him?

today and this year is 2007, now is almost end for 2007, that means, three years dee..i still dunno wats the reason.am i stupid or even stubborn?no one telling me, even one reason is enough.if i know wat i did wrong, i will change it, i will do better next time, why wanna break up? did he understand my feeling that time? NO, HE DIDNT! and the stupid thing is ..i friend with his new gf..firstly i thought, was she look down at me when he got him..i dunno..i feel weird n curious,i duno shes one of my friend or my enemy?but now, shes my friend..not my enemy..i can hate anyone..i used all the ways to contact with him, i hope i can chat wif him more, cause i know i still love him, im not play , seriously, i can swear.

my memories in form 1

i will never forget our memories, i still remember we sang through the phone, i still know he wanted me to sang the roof by jaychou with me, but tat time i dun really know the lyrics, i still remembered we very"he de lai" (chinese), what hobby oso same, like korean singer, and al the food laa, everytime we talked on the phone, i felt very happy, the feeling that i cannot explain, i stil know when i first met him, was at my primary school, i was shocked when i saw him, coz hes tall even now, i so admire him coz he is an active guy, he know how to play such activies n games, n abit talented in singing( not as the frog sound), dancing? he tried it, i can see..i even lie to him tat i hv a new bf coz i dun wan him to know tat i stil love him, i wan him to know im stil "alive", (crying) i duno why i can tahan til tis yr..but now..no le..i stil remembered i hang out with him 3 or 4 times..this make me feel more love him, when we sat down together and ate mcdonald, i can feel his eyes very big, like an electrical-eyes, when i look at him. he still owe me a meal, korean food.but, i think its wont happen in my life, and, when we together, i remembered i told him i bought a new dress, gonna wear it on 2006 yr.and he said he want to see i wear the dress and he to wait n see. but on 2006, when i wear the dress to the dinner that night, my mind flash back again, did he saw i wore the dress?maybe not. my tears down again, i didnt tell anybody about my personal things, even my best frenss, i just keep it in my heart, no one share with my problems, everyday just curi- curi cried before sleep.did he feel sad to break up with me?did he cry be4 of me?i bet he wont.coz his heart got another girl.i didnt tel anyone coz i scare dey will splash my problem or even secret.

am i write too long?hahax.think so.i'hv nothing to do now, so just post my memories in form 1 tat i can never forget in my life.

byebye!post others next time..XD

1. First off, what is your name?
` wad do u think?

2. What did you do last night?
`listening to de cd

3. Do you have a friend with the opposite sex that you can talk to?
` hmm..maybe?

4 . Do you have any siblings?
` yea

5. Where are you etly?
`....

6. What does the 7th msg in yourinbox [cell] say?
` ya..let me guess..are you lying on the bed?

7. Who is the closest person next to you?
` him

8. Where is your mom right now?
` at home

9. Do you have any kids?
` wth?

10. Who is the 5th person on yourmissed call list?
` my mum

11.Wha t is the closest black object to you?
` cpu, monitor,keyboard,speaker, my shorts

12. Closest silver object?
` my earrings

13. Would you go back in time to change anything you've done?
` yea,i think

14. Do you sing in the shower?
` sometimes..haha

15. Are you wearing socks?
` nop

16. If you could kill someone, who would it be?
` er?y should i do dat?i mean i dun dare 2..lol

17. What are your fears?
` dunno

18. What do you hear right now?
` air-con sounds…

19. Do you like kangaroos?
` not dat much..

20. do you like steak?
` depends

21. What are you wearing?
`tee and shorts

22. Who was the last person to comment you?
` wenni

23 . Do you sing?
`yea..i lik it

24. Rock or Rap?
` depends

25 . Who did you last call?
` no1

26. Was your last Valentine's Day nice?
` nop

27. What are you doing now?
` answerin ques.27..duh!

28. Would you die for someone and who?
` i wont

29. Do you have to pee right now?
` wth?

30. What did you dream about lastnight?
` nth..

31. What will you be doing tomorrow?
` wake up,sleep,eat,text him, tv,comp..

32. Bed sheet color?` pink, white

33. Ever gone a whole day without` without???without him?

34. What makes you mad?` when someone ignore me

35. Are you jealous a lot of the time?
` not really..depends

36. Do you own any big sunglasses?`nah

37. Who can make you laugh during the hardest times?
`hmm...frenz

38. Who do you wanna be with?`him

39. Favorite season?`summer

40. If your best friend was killed right this very instant, what would you do?` cry?...dam sad lar!!

41. Do you like 80's movies?`nop

42. Ever encountered a shark?`nah

43. What kinda movies do you like?`horror,romantic

44. Who was your last call?`i answered this rite?

45. Are you sad about it?`about??

46. Favorite time of day?
`when sittin with him durin tuition time

47. Have you ever licked someones cheek?
`nop

48. Watch all the Spiderman movies?`yea

49. Do you like someone?
`yea..i like every1..-__-'

50. Do you want to get married?
`hmmmmmm ...

That is what kiss means =)

Body:

- Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready.

- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .

- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.

- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.

- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.

- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.

- Kiss on the Lips: I think I like you.

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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:



- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.

- Touching on the Butt: Your fun.

- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.

- Looking into each other's Eyes: Ilike you, for who you are.

- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.

- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.

- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.

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ADVICE:-



If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

8th nov 2007

2nd month le!time passed very fast, him and i together 2 months le.i asked him at nite, see whether he remembered this day or not.then he quickly said" OF COZ LA! stil wanna ask" zha dou! hahax..i played him only ma..kekez..

16th nov 2007

today is last day of school. but..but..i didnt go to school because im too lazy..and my mum no need to fetch me..tats my reason..but my friends want me to go..LAST DAY!! but i say next time we can meet outside so....yea..

yesterday we took alot of class pictures..we all gone crazy le..pose here pose there n pose everywhere..when i look the pics, some very funny some very gila pics..hahax..cant imagine us..

17th nov 2007

all my friends go sunway lagoon today, to celebrate alex's birthday as well as her farewell party..i didnt go cos thrs too much ppl going and i hv no transport to back home..hope they hv a nice party there..

at nite, i went anne's deepavali party at his house. my honey also going tat nite. when he reached thr, anne zat him..hahax..too many ppl thr, and we cant hv time be together thr...after awhile, i gave him de ring tat same as mine, he said" i wont wear it unless u wear it for me "and i "okie..i'll wear it for u" i chg my hairstyle yesterday and i asked him isit okie or ugly? but he said its nice n cute..wakakazz..but i dont think so..its short for me..

then, i went klia to fetch my dad, he's back from jakarta, when my little brother saw him, he shouted "uncle sam!!" but his my dad, not uncle sam..hahax..and i asked my little brother later, he said" inside the window is uncle sam, but outside the window is my dad" aiyoo..funny la my brother..

18th nov 2007

i went pavilion tis afternoon. inside the mall is so so so nice la..compare to 1u..my mum n i shop for 5 hours . my leg started paining...so kesian la..somemore i wore sportshoes..lik tat oso pain?wat about my mum?!she wore high heels..hahax..we went MANGO, i saw a mini-skirt..its so nice..hahax.i saw my cousin when im searching for mini-skirt. after tat, i bought it.yay!i hv it le..u knw wat?! so hard to find a nice mini-skirt la..seriously..then, i saw jing shuen, form 4M when im in TOPSHOP, her high heels so nice..=)i lik it..say hi to her..along the way, i saw han bin also..when i was reading the notice board..he oso reading it..hahax..when i cross parkson, i saw a fake model wearing a black dress..so nice la..i called my mum n go hv a look at it..when i look at the price, the price tag show RM1439. die lo..how i can buy it?!hahax..i got heart attack la, lik tis..=P next, i went into FOREVER 21.i saw many many nice tops.i tired it, and i bought one onyl...coz expensive mah..i gonna buy alot of them nx time..but who gv me money??i dun hv money... inside this shop, i saw sying too..she hot..hahax..black clothes plus her red handbag on her shoulder..hahax..

i met 4 frens in pavilion man..hahax..coincidence ya..=)nx time come again..i lik JUICY COUTURE clothes..so dame yeng la..but so expensive.cant hv it le..

19th nov 2007

honey go tian hou gong praying the whole day..5pm only reach home..kesian him..althou dunno chinese but he stil read al the 72pages of the temple book..fu le ta...he took 13 pics of him..hahax..for me..im gona hv a folder of him in my phone when he send me all his pics, he oso muz hv a folder of me de..wakakazz..
love you !!

if i let you go

day after day time pass away and I just can't get you off my mind nobody knows I hide it inside I keep on searching but i can't find the courage to show to letting you know I've never felt so much love before and once again I'm thinkin' about takin' the easy way out but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah how will I know if I let you go night after night I hear myself say why can't this feeling just fade away there's no one like you you speak to my heart it's such a shame we're worlds apart I'm too shy to ask I'm too proud to lose but sooner or later I've gotta choose and once again I'm thinkin' about taking the easy way out but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah how will I know if I let you go if I let you go, oh baby oooh once again I'm thinkin' about takin' the easy way out but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me (close to me) will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah how will I know if I let you go but if I let you go I will never know (oh baby)will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah How will I know (how will i know) if I let you go