Five of us camwhoring at Secret Recipe

Im going to continue my blog soon, but not now.Candy, i'll continue my blog one day,because i need to update my blog setting and I want to link all of my friends.

P/s I need some time to update my blog setting.

pictures of April..2008

nichii..

we are looking stars at the basketball court..

lie on your shoulder..

me n valerie

nice pose!

3M reunion at science night

valerie, me , candy

P/S: he chat with me last night.his words made me cried.he said he doesnt want to see me cried alone under the pillow and light off because he will blame on himself.T.T

Your whispers are gentle echoes

that sway ardent winds of harmony

and in the symphony of life

each word is wrapped in rhapsody.

We travel separate roads of life

gather flowers along the way and

share the music of their fragrance.

We exist between two winds,

I here under a pale moon

you, the other end of somewhere.

Sometimes when wind blows through trees

I pause to listen and in its passing

I hear the tenderness of your voice

that fills the spectrum of my soul.

You are the chime of warm rain,

the moon that glows through the trees

and within the luster of evening

your aura fills the scene.

I hear the whispers of the wind

see the stars shine in the sky,

but I hold the sunrise in my pocket.

Dance with me within the wind,

then just let me love you.

nice or not?hehez..i love this poem..XD

i have been three weeks in school le...felt that form 4 is quite..ermm..a serious class..every lunch time do homework with friends because scared that not enough time to finish it at home..somemore have to go tuition..my life...=[ and yeah..im having add maths text next monday..and im gonna make it to 40 or above..i wan to take addmath..i dun want to fail..who can help me??

yesterday..sunday..same..hot weather..went pavilion..cant write too much in here..keep in heart can le.but veryy funny things that happen btw us..=] think oso wanna laugh..wahahakaka..xx..when i pass by Forever 21..i felt like run into the shop..i saw many of new clothes when i came down from escalator..ahh..MY GOD!! so nice lerh..but dun wan la..not so good if peoply follow me in the shop..hehez..watch game plan..funny and abit touched..then..ate dinner in FRIday's..the sundae was nice and yeah..SWEET>.wht else can say.
im sad..maybe this is the last day before hes leaving?sigh..=(

2007 was over. and 2008 is a new year for me..hope everything is fine to me and of course to all of my friends..hehez =]

i wana go for countdown..but my parents dun wana go..so thats why im watching tv all the night in my living room..sitting there lik doing nuts..hahaz..suddenly my fren called and said wana go for sg wang..they were there le.he asked me to take lrt.how can?ask people take lrt during night..siaoo.. XD his friend so charm..lost mobile pulak..luckily he didnt.. =]

went one-u and bangsar today.. =P bought 1 dress n 1 top..nice..hehez...every shop was crowded til a cant breath anymore..so humid..nahh..walk almost the whole day.. my leg damn pain.. =[

school gonna starts..and i need to study hard le..regret after seeing my result.. JIA YOU!!and him too.. =x and gona miss him very much..wo xiang ni..hahax..XD

he introduce the movie was nice and touch..almost every part i cried..damn..so shy if ppl saw me crying..hahaxx..

Jolin's Concert at Genting
15.12.2007
Arena of Stars
8.15pm started

*Agent J*nice show..GUNZZ

dancers laa..

jolin singing *alone* the pic is blurr

hiphop dance by jolin's dancer

*pretended*

ribbon dance*dancing diva*

- The EnD-*bomb*

the camwhoring..before skul ends 2007

valerie and me..smile*

you see them..hugging each other on the last day of skul..

but i didnt go skul that day..sad. =(

*bang bang*

the girl's team..chair game

the boy's team..chair game..

ahh..hahax..this game was fun..luckily we were not the last.

we scared we'll fall down..hold tightly each other..

karen was trying to arrange the chair probably..

see junchuen..the blazing sun cause him bleeding..=[

hehez..wilson,can you see us? =]

coconut shell..hahax..puiting!!

go 3M! we must win...

gambateh =] gogo.. Ryan!!you can shoot it..

i scared my liltle brother will cry when hes in operation room.

Comment of Eileen's blog

wow..............this is sooo.............cant stand anymore..........dunno wat to say.............ROMANTIC

~Player~13 (water polo) Posted by: Thirteen October 18, 2005 07:32 AM
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emm..................the blog that u write is so.......................wow..............so........ so.............romantic&sexy...................i love it....................juz lyk loving some1.......................u.......................

~Player~13 Posted by: Thirteen October 18, 2005 07:26 AM
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emmm.........juz two words to explain how i feel about ur blog...........romantic&sexy.

~Player~13 Posted by: Thirteen October 18, 2005 07:28 AM
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whenever i saw these three comment, i wil flash back my mind, i will remember all the memories that i had with this person, but i did not know whether this person still remember,well, although he remembered, but its over.did the memories still can re-act?did the time spending with him still can be now as what i think?did the year 2005 still be present?can someone tell me? i want to know the reason why he want to break up with me on 31.12.2005? the laz day of year 2005.it maked me feel so upset and sad..i cried for at least a week also din know wats his reason.was he mean to me?did he discuss with me what did i do wrong?i seriously want to know what i did wrong to him.i think..maybe that time im just 13yrs old..first love, still immatured for me..of course still abit confused of anythn, example like dunno wat to chat with, dunno how to care about him, dunno how to make him love me more than he need, 13yrs old girl how can she do so perfectly as a girlfriend?isint she need some time to become a perfect girlfriend to him?

today and this year is 2007, now is almost end for 2007, that means, three years dee..i still dunno wats the reason.am i stupid or even stubborn?no one telling me, even one reason is enough.if i know wat i did wrong, i will change it, i will do better next time, why wanna break up? did he understand my feeling that time? NO, HE DIDNT! and the stupid thing is ..i friend with his new gf..firstly i thought, was she look down at me when he got him..i dunno..i feel weird n curious,i duno shes one of my friend or my enemy?but now, shes my friend..not my enemy..i can hate anyone..i used all the ways to contact with him, i hope i can chat wif him more, cause i know i still love him, im not play , seriously, i can swear.

my memories in form 1

i will never forget our memories, i still remember we sang through the phone, i still know he wanted me to sang the roof by jaychou with me, but tat time i dun really know the lyrics, i still remembered we very"he de lai" (chinese), what hobby oso same, like korean singer, and al the food laa, everytime we talked on the phone, i felt very happy, the feeling that i cannot explain, i stil know when i first met him, was at my primary school, i was shocked when i saw him, coz hes tall even now, i so admire him coz he is an active guy, he know how to play such activies n games, n abit talented in singing( not as the frog sound), dancing? he tried it, i can see..i even lie to him tat i hv a new bf coz i dun wan him to know tat i stil love him, i wan him to know im stil "alive", (crying) i duno why i can tahan til tis yr..but now..no le..i stil remembered i hang out with him 3 or 4 times..this make me feel more love him, when we sat down together and ate mcdonald, i can feel his eyes very big, like an electrical-eyes, when i look at him. he still owe me a meal, korean food.but, i think its wont happen in my life, and, when we together, i remembered i told him i bought a new dress, gonna wear it on 2006 yr.and he said he want to see i wear the dress and he to wait n see. but on 2006, when i wear the dress to the dinner that night, my mind flash back again, did he saw i wore the dress?maybe not. my tears down again, i didnt tell anybody about my personal things, even my best frenss, i just keep it in my heart, no one share with my problems, everyday just curi- curi cried before sleep.did he feel sad to break up with me?did he cry be4 of me?i bet he wont.coz his heart got another girl.i didnt tel anyone coz i scare dey will splash my problem or even secret.

am i write too long?hahax.think so.i'hv nothing to do now, so just post my memories in form 1 tat i can never forget in my life.

byebye!post others next time..XD

1. First off, what is your name?
` wad do u think?

2. What did you do last night?
`listening to de cd

3. Do you have a friend with the opposite sex that you can talk to?
` hmm..maybe?

4 . Do you have any siblings?
` yea

5. Where are you etly?
`....

6. What does the 7th msg in yourinbox [cell] say?
` ya..let me guess..are you lying on the bed?

7. Who is the closest person next to you?
` him

8. Where is your mom right now?
` at home

9. Do you have any kids?
` wth?

10. Who is the 5th person on yourmissed call list?
` my mum

11.Wha t is the closest black object to you?
` cpu, monitor,keyboard,speaker, my shorts

12. Closest silver object?
` my earrings

13. Would you go back in time to change anything you've done?
` yea,i think

14. Do you sing in the shower?
` sometimes..haha

15. Are you wearing socks?
` nop

16. If you could kill someone, who would it be?
` er?y should i do dat?i mean i dun dare 2..lol

17. What are your fears?
` dunno

18. What do you hear right now?
` air-con sounds…

19. Do you like kangaroos?
` not dat much..

20. do you like steak?
` depends

21. What are you wearing?
`tee and shorts

22. Who was the last person to comment you?
` wenni

23 . Do you sing?
`yea..i lik it

24. Rock or Rap?
` depends

25 . Who did you last call?
` no1

26. Was your last Valentine's Day nice?
` nop

27. What are you doing now?
` answerin ques.27..duh!

28. Would you die for someone and who?
` i wont

29. Do you have to pee right now?
` wth?

30. What did you dream about lastnight?
` nth..

31. What will you be doing tomorrow?
` wake up,sleep,eat,text him, tv,comp..

32. Bed sheet color?` pink, white

33. Ever gone a whole day without` without???without him?

34. What makes you mad?` when someone ignore me

35. Are you jealous a lot of the time?
` not really..depends

36. Do you own any big sunglasses?`nah

37. Who can make you laugh during the hardest times?
`hmm...frenz

38. Who do you wanna be with?`him

39. Favorite season?`summer

40. If your best friend was killed right this very instant, what would you do?` cry?...dam sad lar!!

41. Do you like 80's movies?`nop

42. Ever encountered a shark?`nah

43. What kinda movies do you like?`horror,romantic

44. Who was your last call?`i answered this rite?

45. Are you sad about it?`about??

46. Favorite time of day?
`when sittin with him durin tuition time

47. Have you ever licked someones cheek?
`nop

48. Watch all the Spiderman movies?`yea

49. Do you like someone?
`yea..i like every1..-__-'

50. Do you want to get married?
`hmmmmmm ...

That is what kiss means =)

Body:

- Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready.

- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .

- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.

- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.

- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.

- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.

- Kiss on the Lips: I think I like you.

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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:



- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.

- Touching on the Butt: Your fun.

- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.

- Looking into each other's Eyes: Ilike you, for who you are.

- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.

- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.

- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.

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ADVICE:-



If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

8th nov 2007

2nd month le!time passed very fast, him and i together 2 months le.i asked him at nite, see whether he remembered this day or not.then he quickly said" OF COZ LA! stil wanna ask" zha dou! hahax..i played him only ma..kekez..

16th nov 2007

today is last day of school. but..but..i didnt go to school because im too lazy..and my mum no need to fetch me..tats my reason..but my friends want me to go..LAST DAY!! but i say next time we can meet outside so....yea..

yesterday we took alot of class pictures..we all gone crazy le..pose here pose there n pose everywhere..when i look the pics, some very funny some very gila pics..hahax..cant imagine us..

17th nov 2007

all my friends go sunway lagoon today, to celebrate alex's birthday as well as her farewell party..i didnt go cos thrs too much ppl going and i hv no transport to back home..hope they hv a nice party there..

at nite, i went anne's deepavali party at his house. my honey also going tat nite. when he reached thr, anne zat him..hahax..too many ppl thr, and we cant hv time be together thr...after awhile, i gave him de ring tat same as mine, he said" i wont wear it unless u wear it for me "and i "okie..i'll wear it for u" i chg my hairstyle yesterday and i asked him isit okie or ugly? but he said its nice n cute..wakakazz..but i dont think so..its short for me..

then, i went klia to fetch my dad, he's back from jakarta, when my little brother saw him, he shouted "uncle sam!!" but his my dad, not uncle sam..hahax..and i asked my little brother later, he said" inside the window is uncle sam, but outside the window is my dad" aiyoo..funny la my brother..

18th nov 2007

i went pavilion tis afternoon. inside the mall is so so so nice la..compare to 1u..my mum n i shop for 5 hours . my leg started paining...so kesian la..somemore i wore sportshoes..lik tat oso pain?wat about my mum?!she wore high heels..hahax..we went MANGO, i saw a mini-skirt..its so nice..hahax.i saw my cousin when im searching for mini-skirt. after tat, i bought it.yay!i hv it le..u knw wat?! so hard to find a nice mini-skirt la..seriously..then, i saw jing shuen, form 4M when im in TOPSHOP, her high heels so nice..=)i lik it..say hi to her..along the way, i saw han bin also..when i was reading the notice board..he oso reading it..hahax..when i cross parkson, i saw a fake model wearing a black dress..so nice la..i called my mum n go hv a look at it..when i look at the price, the price tag show RM1439. die lo..how i can buy it?!hahax..i got heart attack la, lik tis..=P next, i went into FOREVER 21.i saw many many nice tops.i tired it, and i bought one onyl...coz expensive mah..i gonna buy alot of them nx time..but who gv me money??i dun hv money... inside this shop, i saw sying too..she hot..hahax..black clothes plus her red handbag on her shoulder..hahax..

i met 4 frens in pavilion man..hahax..coincidence ya..=)nx time come again..i lik JUICY COUTURE clothes..so dame yeng la..but so expensive.cant hv it le..

19th nov 2007

honey go tian hou gong praying the whole day..5pm only reach home..kesian him..althou dunno chinese but he stil read al the 72pages of the temple book..fu le ta...he took 13 pics of him..hahax..for me..im gona hv a folder of him in my phone when he send me all his pics, he oso muz hv a folder of me de..wakakazz..
love you !!

if i let you go

day after day time pass away and I just can't get you off my mind nobody knows I hide it inside I keep on searching but i can't find the courage to show to letting you know I've never felt so much love before and once again I'm thinkin' about takin' the easy way out but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah how will I know if I let you go night after night I hear myself say why can't this feeling just fade away there's no one like you you speak to my heart it's such a shame we're worlds apart I'm too shy to ask I'm too proud to lose but sooner or later I've gotta choose and once again I'm thinkin' about taking the easy way out but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah how will I know if I let you go if I let you go, oh baby oooh once again I'm thinkin' about takin' the easy way out but if I let you go I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me (close to me) will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah how will I know if I let you go but if I let you go I will never know (oh baby)will I ever see you smiling back at me oh yeah How will I know (how will i know) if I let you go

bluek! =P

smile* =)

hmm...im looking who ya?

give you a kiss from us.

"Ah Sam!"

i didnt go to school today.i went val's house this morning, shes brushing her teeth leh, shoo cute la.seriously..hahax..her dad fetch us to kepong jaya jusco, cause we need to buy things, like vegetables, n all stuffy la, like "ah sam" .hahax...so funny la..but...BUT..we just bought a packet of ajinamoto only..one packet only..we thought we will buy a lot of things n not enough money to use.and we need to buy other thing for ourselves oso.

next, we went body glove's shop and see the tops.while we were looking up for the tops, this conversation began between us n the salesboy.

good morning!may i help you?

ermm..we look for awhile first..ya..

ohw..okie..

hello?if there any discount if i buy one top?

ya, it will rebate rm17, but if you buy the second pieces, it will rebate rm 40.

i see, (but it stil expensive laa..)

i tried one top..then continue our conversation.

ermm, i can gv u a 5o% discount for this membercard since you didnt bring it today.

ohw, really?!okie, tats good..then i'll buy it.

kie, thx ya..

welcome..

=)

=D

wow, 50% man..hahax..so good la..if not , me n my fren oso didnt want to buy them le.then, val wanted to pierce her ear, she asked me to pierce oso..i lik..scared cause long time didnt pierce dee...second hole, i pierce right side, she pierce left side.hahax..cool eh!!after tat, i realised tat its not pain at all..juz abit "la" only..=)

we went mutiara n sang k after tat. rm 6++ for a student card, so cheap n its happy hour, we sane for 4 hours la..hahax..so fun..we had lots of song hvent sang yet..happy la..!!then, the end. we went home le.

515: i bought a ring for him, same as mine.=) so coincidence!! " JE'ring"

Badminton competition

puiting didnt come to school today.when i walked into the classroom, chienyee suddenly screamed in front of me n said she didnt come today n who gonna partner with her to play badminton? i scared our team will lose if we disqualified, so we kept thinking who can reserve puiting.then, candy suddenly looked at me, she pointed me n said, "You, Eileen, you can play!!" " Go, Eileen, we will support you...GAMBATEH!!" but...but...i scared i will lose it, because i didnt play it for a long time ago, n i had no confident with it, aghhh... =( at last, i play for it cause of my friends, they are my friends, so i need to help them, at least got ppl play the game, right?

before the games started, we need to warm up to keep our strenghth, when i turned my head around, yuanhong's racket hit my forehead, "OUCH!!!PAIN AH!!" my forehead bengkak le..my friends kept asking me how was it?is it painful?need to go office n put medicine?hahax..they are my best friends forever..they are very caring until i laugh cause they are good for me..hahax..candy said to yuanhong"why you didnt see properly hah?got ppl behind oso dunno ah?"hahax..but nevermind la..its just an incident..=)

the games began, team 1 play first then team 2.im in team 2.each team had double girls, double boys, and single.my girls team won, tat was me n chien yee, but boys lose. so, we cant get into quarter final.so sad right?haizz..its okay..it cant be blame anyone.

i dun wana go to school tomorrow, cause all ppl have to draw poster.eeee~~, i dun like it.as others ppl do.val n me decide to go jayajusco n buy stuff..like a housewife, buy vegetables n all tat la..hahax..funny la..n thursday is our cooking competition, i hope my team can win for it.
u all know tat my gradma teach me how to cook chicken, im very thankful to her.i love you grandma..muahh.. =X

515: i wanna meet him next monday.maybe..hahax..very happy..wanna give surprise to him cause didnt see him for few weeks le..miss him alot laa..dunno why his brain always blank talking on the phone, maybe nervous?!hahax..and he always bully me.. =(

"I LOVE YOU"

27.10.2007

MY NEIGHBOUR'S COUSIN WEDDING

the wedding was held in front of my house, the groom came here at about 2 something, and i saw the bride..of cause she's nice n pretty..but abit chubby la..hahax..when the wedding was going on, i dreamt that i married to my darling..then i told him on the phone, but..but..he LAUGH at me..he bully me..sad =(

24.10.2007- 26.10.2007

FIRST DAY VOLLEYBALL

today our class verses C and L, we won C and L ...during the games of M v L..it was so interesting..everyone was so nervous about the result..that which team will win.. =)

SECOND DAY VOLLEYBALL

our class verses K today..and we won again.. =) we missed ryan cause he went penang and he missed the games.. we hope that we can won without him in the games..

THIRD DAY VOLLEYBALL

my class today play verses W and P..two games also lose..cause they too strong..at first, our class score more than them but dunno why they caught up at last..=( well, its just a game..we can catch up with others games..important is our support to make it perfect.. =)

22.10.2007-23.10.2007

these days really really bored in school..like waiting to go heaven while sitting in the classroom..simply say liked orang cacat ...hahax..choi choi.. =P we played mahjong and poker cards..even uno cards..and more childish games..is PEPSI COLA!! wahahahahxx..cant imagine we played this game lerh..calvin n karyau n eugene were very funny..when they three jump together..they were just looked like froggie jumping in the pond..hahahaxx..me n valerie laugh til stomachache..its funny anyway.. =D

I LIKED BROWNIES VERY MUCH!!!!

17.10.2007

MY BEST FRIEND"S BIRTHDAY- VALERIE THU

chengyee n i shared a body glove's sling bag n a teddy bear inside it..its cute..hahax..peijean gave her one t-shirt, a roxy wallet, a roxy slipper, and a perkin's silver necklace..=) she must be very happy..cause she recieved many presents n our ture heart...hahax..and lastly happy birthday to her..muahh..

13.10.2007

CANDY"S OPEN HOUSE

her house was large til i cant open my eyes totally cant blink at all..hahax..her house got karaoke room..its so nice..OMG!!n there got lut-lut steamboat outside the hse..we played water balloon outside her house n we were all wet after that..im the last ppl who back home late..hahax..today was fun cause we can met each other ..=)

12.10.2007

CHILDREN"S DAY

i met my darling today..at my primary school..cause today is children's day..we sat together early in n tok tok in the morning..k tok..til the show began..then i go ate lunch with my primary friends..at the mall..=)

8.10.2007- 9.10.2007

FORM 4 ENTRANCE EXAM

i hope i can get in sc stream..depends on my result laa.. =)

and yay! pmr was over..=)no more stress anymore..but nothing to do at home really make ppl feel bored..

LEISURE MALL day

i went leisure mall last sunday..actualy im gonna to exchange papers with ym..but she forgot to bring ..so..its okie..she will pass it to me before holidaay ends..we walk around n chat ...i saw her family in front of the sushi king ...they're friendly but (she dun think so..) anyway..i watched "ratatoulie" with my cousin since ym cant watched with us..n she watched be4 lerh..

it was so funny n nice movie..the rat is so damn cute weii..i wish i could cook like it..it was good as being a chef... =D

tuition

extra clas being more n more n more..im gonna die soon..lolxx..

Our EscaPe froM thiS WorLd

We ran through valleys

Mountains far and wide

We laughed in the fields

As we reached for the sky

We danced in the rain

As it came and poured down

We kissed under trees

When no one was around

We lay on the soft sand

As we gazed up at the stars

We feel silently asleep

Warm in each other's armsboth young and in love

With so much faith and hope

We escaped the real world

Because neither could cope

We ran so fast We ran so far

Took up are belongings

And got into the car

We didn't look back once

Just smiled and kissed

We forgot about all are problems

Forgetting about all that we'd miss

The breeze against our skin

The sunlight in our eyes

We had no limits at all

We where heading for the sky

So we drove off into the sunset

Hands in hand And together we left

The world that coud never understand

And for once, we actually did live happily ever after

for him*

stariies rice

cant go kiyip's birthday party at sg wang..coz my dad dun let me go thr..he said vry dangerous n all that..i noe its for my own good..but....but...i wan watch SECRET...haizz..i'll watch it 2mr..

anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KI YIP

i hv a lot of hw durin holidays...

* 10 sets of sejarah model papers

* 8 sets of english model papers

* i need to finished up the "Gerakan PMR"

gerakan ini ditubuhkan oleh lima rakan saya dan gerakan ini adalah untuk persedian PMR kami..

pei jean and me

Just a smile and the rain is gone Can hardly believe it (yeah)

There's an angel standing next to me Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back Can hardly believe it (yeah)

But there's an angel, she's calling me Reaching for my heart I know, that I'll be ok now

This time it's real

I lay my love on you It's all I wanna do

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place Could hardly even believe it (yeah)

Holding on to yesterdays Far, far too long Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you It's all I wanna do

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell soo good

Like once in a lifetime

You change my world

I lay my love on you

You make me feel brand new

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you I

lay my love on you

It's all I wanna do Everytime I breathe I feel brand new

You open up my heart Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you I lay my love on you

You make me feel brand new You open up my heart

Show me all your love, and walk right through

As I lay my love on you As I lay my love on you